Wednesday, 31 March 2010
The Luckiest Girl 
a couple more days and off i go literally flying around almost this entire globe everyone has been asking me if i'm excited and i really wasn't that excited honest but after meeting after meeting every single day in which we talk loads about what to wear what to eat where to go what to bring and all that fun laughter joy i'm beginning to get really really excited and now i just can't wait to fly to a land faraway to my wonderland i'm really most excited that i'm flying business i've even pre-selected what i'd like to have on the first flight i'm having slipper lobster thermidor no idea what that is but my boss says its good and the lady from SQ who called said it's a popular choice and my Sims have it on their menu and it is supposedly the most expensive meal in the game so i'm having that haha! initially i was worried about not having anything to do on the insane 18 hour flight to San Francisco but now i realize i have too much to do! i've decided on the movies i'm going to watch on the flight, revise my french from once upon a time, read my storybooks i haven't been doing much reading lately i'm still very much stuck in Oliver Twist it's such a difficult book to read but i'm determined to finish it up, read the contracts to prepare myself and aid in better understanding on this jumbled confusion that to be honest i don't really know what's going on but am just really good at acting smart haha, lug two laptops with me and play Sims though i'd have to wait till everyone is asleep before letting them woohoo haha, and sleep i'm hoping to get as much sleep as possible i think i would need loads of Argentina red wine haha and i really really hope i won't get too jet lagged i want to enjoy every single moment!
and this trip is making me feel just so loved i feel so precious and it's so nice but don't worry i'll be fine i know how to protect and take care of myself i won't let anything happen to me! i'm really excited because i'm only 23 and already i'm on a business trip i feel like such a grown up! call me strange but each year unlike most i can't wait to turn a year older to me it represents a whole new world of possibilities and adventures i just can't wait to grow up i can't wait to see the world! i'm supposed to call home everyday but i think i'll forget haha i'll miss my uh oh and oh no like crazy! you know i feel like the luckiest girl in the whole wide world looking back i realize i get pretty much every single thing i want and more God has been really really good to me. dreams do come true my O and Paris are proof enough when i first noticed my beautiful stranger i never would have dreamt that we would one day come this far and Paris seemed so faraway so impossible but it's happening i still feel like i'm dreaming. now to think of it there are so many countries in the world but why Paris that was chosen and why me? Paris is my destiny we are meant to be haha! the Eiffel Tower the greatest love of my life i can't wait to see you! :)
♥ princessj*<39:55 pm
Saturday, 27 March 2010
i ♥ Picnic! 
♥ princessj*<311:37 pm
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
So long and goodbye. 
at the risk of sounding like a total psycho i'm going to talk about the two little creatures whom i love with all my heart my two very silly very smelly very naughty very terrifying very annoying yet very very adorable they make my heart melt every single day. its amazing how the two of them could look so identical and yet at the same time have entirely different personalities habits behavior and likes. uh oh is insanely hyperactive he could run round and round non-stop you feel giddy just watching him and he sleeps alot and is a very heavy sleeper and absolutely hates it when you poke him awake or scream into his ear when he is sleeping he would get really pissed off its actually quite funny haha! most of the time he would be sleeping on the wheel and sometimes he falls off the wheel and gets a shock of his life its hilarious!
oh no is insanely cute he has this look when he looks at you and it just melts your heart he is such a baby and he really really loves to eat sunflower seeds he seems to always be eating it! and he loves to hide in this particular tiny corner and he would stick his head through this hole and sleep in a very weird position and sometimes he would fall on his back and take some time just trying to get back upright haha! somehow i can't help but to love oh no that little bit more because uh oh always bullies him and it makes me want to love and protect him more he would always try to play with uh oh and uh oh would get really annoyed and start chasing him and biting his ass so now my poor oh no has a red and ugly ass and my heart aches each time i see it he is so poor thing! you know its such a joy watching them grow bit by bit every single day and laughing at their silly antics they make me smile and every single day i'm falling in love.
on a different note life has been good it feels really good to have a pay increase every month and my pay today has almost doubled from what i first started out with not so much of the money but more so that my hard work and efforts have been recognized and appreciated and to know that i'm good. i'm really excited because it would mean i can finally be financially independent i don't like it when people say i can simply ask my dad or a certain rich guy for money whenever i complain that i'm broke i really don't like it i want to be independent i don't want to and i won't rely on anyone else. being able to give my mum money just feels so good. on yet another note its nice to have someone to talk to and tell everything to someone who would make me laugh who would make me smile who would make my day its nice to have someone to share inside jokes with someone who would totally understand what i mean when i can't find the words to express what i really want to say someone whom i can bully and make fun of and bruise his ego haha someone who would hold my hand just someone to be there. sometimes love just isn't everything you don't need love, it was nice while it lasted. on yet another note, a couple of days back a sort of friend came by my office to pick me up for lunch and he was driving this really nice jaguar and so i got to sit in a jaguar was so happy! but i still like the tuscani best haha. i'm quite contented at where i am. i wouldn't say i'm happy now but i'm not unhappy either. life may not be perfect but at least right in this moment i can say that life is good. :)
♥ princessj*<310:05 pm