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Sunday, 27 December 2009

The Best Is Yet To Come

I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right. You believe lies so that you learn to trust no one, but yourself. And sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall in place.

December has been a really good month the perfect way to end the year and usher in a brand new year there was the steamboat with the boys on the very first day of the month at my favourite steamboat place a couple of dates to Far East i'm in love with that place all over again there's one of my favourite japanese restaurants with amazing salmon sashimi my latest obsession ranking second to my two smelly little boys as well as many many shops selling pretty little black lacy dresses my latest favourite though i have no moolah to shop (note to self: i must find a new job asap i need money i want to buy all the pretty clothes and shoes that i've set my eye on i want to get the Loewe i spent practically a year lusting over i want to go on holiday i want to travel the world and oh i still am really really excited over my bangkok trip in february i think about it everyday haha did i mention we're flying there via SQ its going to be the most atas act i've ever done it even beats having twenty odd dollars chicken rice hands down i'm insanely excited!) there was our one day trip to batam the full body scrub and massage was good though i was in so much pain i thought i wouldn't live till christmas the manicure was the worst i've ever seen and the seafood wasn't fantastic but really cheap and it was nice having a friend who was so convinced we were going to get raped the moment he turned his back and thus had to keep looking back over his shoulder every few seconds haha! there was also the Swan Lake ballet which was just so good the dancer playing princess odette was fantastic! tried the high tea at The Rose Veranda one weekend and i love the decor and the teapot and teacup the food wasn't that fantastic but there was my favourite salmon sashimi and crème brulée so i'm happy enough! and and and there was the much awaited christmas party which was really fun i enjoyed myself very much i'm still finding the gift that i gave for gift exchange really hilarious haha! and i'm now really and truly officially sick of turkey roast beef ham chocolates and candy canes try having it for every single meal breakfast lunch dinner supper for three going on four consecutive days and even with a party everyday for three days the amount of food still doesn't seem to diminish its scary!

2009 has been a really fantabulous year possibly the happiest year of my entire life! i met love number 2 which is something definitely worth mentioning considering love number 1 happened eight years ago! i've learnt how to trust a person no matter what that even if people feed you with negative information about him still there's no reason to doubt you just have to believe in him and trust what he tells you. i remember a couple of days back i was watching this show and there was this line about how it really is very tiring to love when you give and expect something in return and its only when you love and don't expect anything in return have you truly loved. throughout this year i've learnt how to love without expecting anything in return its a silly little love in which past memories and the present are all that matters simply because we don't have a future to speak of even he says i'm the world's greatest fool but i'm happy now i really am. this year has been a year of happy endings and new beginnings it wasn't easy walking away from the place that i was so happy in and starting anew in a whole new place but i did it also it is the year that i am now officially and legally a business owner it isn't going to be easy but so long as we work hard i'm sure we'll reap the rewards in time to come this year i became mummy to two insanely cute little hamsters whom i love with all my heart you know love is really amazing just when you feel this sudden overwhelming rush of love you feel like you can't possibly love any more yet you fall deeper in love today than you did the day before and you would be so much more in love tomorrow than you were today it was also the year that i can finally bid goodbye forever if i want to to endless mugging and examinations it was the year that i had the worst skin ever but i'm pretty pleased with how much it has recovered and how it is now i tell you looks and money are everything looks especially for a female all anyone really cares about is her face and her figure until she has something else to prove otherwise i even have a theory about that which i rattle on to my mum and dad everytime they complain that i spend too much time and money dressing up and that theory is so powerful it never fails to shut them up haha and life as one looking like shit and as one looking good is a whole world of difference trust me so boys and girls it's time to start learning to appreciate the finer things in life haha! it also has been the year that i underwent the greatest self-doubt job-hunting is a horrifying phase to undergo it seriously dents your self-esteem but you know what i may not know what my tomorrow holds but i know Who holds my tomorrow. life can only get better because i believe the best things in life lie ahead of us and not behind us the best is yet to come! :)

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