Friday, 23 February 2007
The Five Days 
i think i really am becoming old and muddle-headed. lately i seem to keep doing silly things like pouring water then walking back to the television and then much later on remember i haven't taken my cup from the kitchen. or was supposedly to alight at a particular MRT station but instead alighted one stop earlier and after walking in rounds, could not find the shopping centre and had to call weewee for help and then feeling idiotic after i still kept insisting i was at the correct station. or the most ridiculous one when i completely forgot about Uni admission till the date it was due and had to rush all the way down to submit my documents. i think its because there hasn't been the need to think or really use my brain recently. maybe its time for a game of Scrabble or something haha.
the only two things i like about Chinese New Year are that you get to dress up really nicely and still no one would think you are overdressed and crazy, and that there are lots of good food everywhere! apart from that, i don't like CNY haha. there's nothing fun about going visiting and then watching television and eating ba kwa all day long. the FIRST DAY was spent in my ahma's house and then in my uncle's house and i want to turn vegetarian because i had vegetarian for dinner at my uncle's place and the food was darn nice! i don't really like to eat meat anyways haha. i think i looked so cute that day and my nails were super duper pretty! they were in purple series and crystalized and i still am very much in love with that design haha! you know there really is no doubt that i'm my father's flesh and blood, not that i doubted before haha, because my granny likes to eat fa cai which i love very much too, and there are a few hairstylists in the family and my cutting hair skills are not too bad haha, and my cousin is a manicurist and my nail designing skills are quite good in my opinion haha!
as this year is the year of the pig, i just had to spend it with my three little pigs who are not very little haha actually every year i spend the night of the first day with them. we saw fireworks and ever since the fireworks i saw in Disneyland, all other fireworks have failed in comparison haha. then we went to fashionbar and then the always and extremely slow poke mr tay xuan finally arrived and we went to TCC and then cabbed back. it was a super good night because it was all expenses paid by mr tay haha! the SECOND DAY was quite boring but i got to see my little princess joleen so i was super happy! relatives were taking turns to come over and i almost could not escape safely to watch movie in the evening because my cousin was darn irritating. he kept asking who i'm watching the movie with and if it were a guy or a girl haha then i didn't know how to answer because i was watching it with xuan and weewee so i just said i'm watching with both genders and then quickly escaped haha!
i had this really funny and weird dream one night. i dreamt the BLG was at this Jap restaurant eating free sushi and we were discussing which day to go to Sentosa. we initially decided on tuesday but i insisted we had to go on wednesday because jolin was going to Siloso beach on that day. then xuan walked over and passed two pig soft toys to peiqi telling her jervin gave them to her as her CNY present haha. then xuan walked away wearing a red swimming costume haha! i usually don't remember dreams but i can still remember that so clearly and after so many days haha! anyways the THIRD DAY the BLG had potLuck lunch picnic-style at Sentosa beach as our reunion dinner of some sort haha and Indians kept eyeing our food because xuan brought rojak haha! and then we ended up at some bar whereby we played Indian poker and kept making shupin lose so she'll have to drink up the beer as forfeit haha. and i was super duper happy when i reached home because everyone left by then and i escaped the family dinner yay! family dinners are so boring!
on the FOURTH DAY i had one of the most terrifying encounters of my life. i was going to bathe and opened the bin to throw my pantyliner and this cockroach ran out and i was so scared i couldn't speak and when i finally found my voice i kept screaming and screaming for my father to save me. the cockroach was really huge and ran super quickly! i was so traumatised i almost cried you know! i hope i don't develop a fear of cockroaches then i'll be an all invincible and fearless superwoman because at the moment, i can't think of anything i'm really afraid of haha! had dinner at this cheap and good Jap restaurant at Novena and the sushi there is just 99cents per plate which is so cheap! in the night my brother father and i played with sparklers and it was super fun haha! we used the flame from the stove to light up and thus for each stick, we had to run from the kitchen to the balcony and then back again haha. and i looked so cute albeit a little retarded that day when i wore my nice new satin top.
today which is also the FIFTH DAY was the meetup with the Crescent clique and i love my completely black outfit and my favourite red bag and i think my Crescent friends are quite pretty and why do they always seem to be flying here and there haha just pay for me to go to Paris and i'll be the happiest person alive haha! i'm getting really sick of my life now. day in day out, i seem to be seeing the same ol' people and going the same ol' places and doing the same ol' things. i don't want to die a useless being who led a meaningless life. i want a life that is self-fulfilling and exciting. i want to travel around the world, to each day meet new people and learn new things. okey time to sleep! :)
♥ princessj*<32:14 am
Monday, 12 February 2007
THE HAPPIEST DAY :) 
you know how i always say 'today is the happiest day of my life' but today IT REALLY IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE! i wanted to be so happy all by myself and hug my happiness to myself as my very own little secret but i can't help it, i have to announce my joy to the world because I SAW HIM TWICE TODAY AT TWO DIFFERENT LOCATIONS AND HE TALKED TO ME! haha i'm super darn happy and i couldn't stop smiling to myself all the way home and it really and truly is the happiest day of my life! you know i've waited for like years for this day and today was that day so DO YOU KNOW HOW SUPER DUPER HAPPY I AM! haha i even put that as my MSN nick and people are asking funny questions haha! i keep thinking, HOW CAN LIFE BE THIS PERFECT! haha i'm really very very happy you know! :)
apart from you know what which made today THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE haha today was quite a good day though super tiring and now i'm super sleepy. woke up at six plus in the morning, like i can't remember the last time i woke up before the sun came out haha. something really kuku happened today when we were eating in the foodcourt. and in the night i went to Bugis supposedly to meet grace but my kuku phone network screwed up on me again. so i ended up dumping the stuff with the stoopid bitch who was working while i went walking around the shopping mall alone haha. i realise i really can shop alone. i can spend hours walking around in bugis junction even after continuous days of going there haha! i bought myself this super duper cute huge pink furry ball and i love it like crazy! i want to buy seven hundred and hang it everywhere but my brain is still working even though i'm still smiling to myself haha! then when the bitch knocked off from work, we went to see louis who is tall dark and handsome and did i tell you i think dark guys are super hot and i want to reach around the nose area of my guy haha. anyways its great to go out with the bitch because there's some things i can tell her which no one else knows haha.
more than a week back it was ahGong's 89th birthday and many many people came over. there were like almost forty people in my house can you believe it. i couldn't even move! i was like standing and eating and trying to stay as invisible as possible so i wouldn't block the way but it was impossible haha. i felt sad when we were singing the birthday song and i even teared upon thoughts that it could very well be the last time we'll be celebrating his birthday for him. it must feel terrible to be old and sickly. anyways my highlight for the night was my beloved adorable lovely precious little princess joleen! she's like one of the loveS of my life and i love her so much! she's at my favourite age at which she plays with you and attempts to repeat words after you and yet has not learnt to talk yet, super cute! i feel old. upon seeing kids whom i used to play with when they were little and now they're so big, i really feel like i'm aging and it shows on my face. i don't want to grow old!
yesterday was another happy day even though i was with someone who looked like an ex-classmate with a bush of curly hair haha! had lunch at fish&co with my mummy and brother and seafood platter is darn yummy, its like one of my most favourite foods! then i went to meet jessica and she's crazy. she wants to walk to everywhere! we walked from the MRT station to marina square and then to suntec city and then to bugis and then to arab street and she even wanted to walk to town which was obviously a super crazy idea haha. anyways i'm getting quite sick of shopping everyday but i'm going shopping on thursday and i'm actually quite excited haha! after all, other than shopping, there isn't anything else really to do. now we'll just have to figure out something kuku to do on Vday haha.
i'm still feeling like TODAY IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE haha! i'm going to stay home tomorrow to smile to myself all day haha i'm trying to make myself feel like i'm in love then i'll break the looking old curse and look young and healthy and happy all over again haha. i'm sad though because I WANT TO GO TO PARIS SO MUCH but i have no money. Singapore is so hot and windy that it messes up my hair which would otherwise look really nice because i keep designing and cutting up my fringe into all sorts of styles haha. i want to go to a cold country. i have this new dress which is for like cold countries and which would look really nice with knee-length boots which i don't have. i already have a one-day outfit planned haha! I REALLY WANT TO GO TO PARIS! :)
♥ princessj*<311:35 pm