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Saturday, 9 June 2007

i feel so lucky oh~

hello hello let me tell you a secret. i'm wearing my favourite pink penguin bra now haha! yes i really have nothing better to do haha. today was like the laziest day i've had in like years. i woke up, lazed around on the bed playing with my little tamagotchi and then lazed all over the house haha i actually didn't take a bath till like five in the afternoon when i woke up at like ten! i haven't been so dirty and lazy since i was like ten or something haha! but for the first time in a long long time, i had nothing to do and though it felt kinda good, i didn't quite like the feeling still haha i think i'm the kind of person who always has to do something. i can't just sit around and do nothing and waste my time away! then it was out for dinner with the family and we went to the sembawang place except this time we went to another branch and the food was total yum yum yum i love! after saying and saying and whining and whining i finally got to eat there haha so when are we going to the Bird Park? i really want to go and i'm serious!

you know how it always seems to happen that you really look forward to something but when it does happen it doesn't seem to mean anything after all? you know during bridging i was really looking forward to the end of the course. but then it was the mad rush for exams instead and i looked forward to the end of exams. when my last paper ended, instead of being all lighthearted and happy, i was just really exhausted and now i'm just looking forward to the day the results would be out. i have no confidence in passing at all you know. every single night i toss and turn and can't get to sleep just worrying about it and yet i know that there's nothing i can do but still i can't help thinking and thinking.

don don don monday was that huge event haha the BLG farewell dinner for the guys who would be going into army soon. we went to KuishinBo and i like the food total yum yum! maybe one day when i'm feeling all nice and sweet i'll treat my family to dinner there haha one day. anyways i really enjoyed myself that night. through all the ups and downs i still love BLG very very much and i'm glad i've got to know each and every one of them and it really was them that made my poly life so happy and memorable. time with the clique was great and time with the lover in our own little world was great too. you know sometimes all you have to do is to stop and look at the people around you and you'll realise that hey you're the luckiest person around.

yesterday was shopping in town with my dearest and it wasn't even shopping because i didn't buy a single thing! i don't like going out and not buying anything, it makes me feel like i'm wasting my time away. anyways she really not only knows everyone in my life, she has even seen them all before like how can it be! but its true, i've tested her and i still can't believe it haha. and we actually really did watch at least one movie together before haha! actually it wasn't really that a good a week. kiki died. studied like mad all week. xuan went in on thursday. you didn't message except that once to wish me good night. i miss my little kiki. i was really sad you know. the day i heard the news i cried the entire night. its been eight years what do you expect. i want a pet but other than a penguin i dunnoe what i want. but i'm scared it'll shit on me!

i think there's something wrong with my family nowadays. recently they're too nice to me. i was just casually asking my father to buy me PSP games and totally unexpectedly he just casually agreed and even asked how much would it be and said he'll give me the money. i was actually just saying for the fun of saying but since he said he'll buy i wouldn't retardedly say i was just joking haha. but then again my parents are being mean lately too. they refuse to buy me a new wardrobe. my current one is so full i have to fight my way through and push and pull just to get an article of clothing out and i have one whole pile of clothes lying all over my bed because there simply is no way i'll be able to squeeze them in! tomorrow would be back to work and i'm very excited because it feels like ages since i last worked! love you love me! :)

♥ princessj*<311:15 pm

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