last night was a night out with the Bitch and we went to Vivo which is like our dating place haha. as usual many funny incidents happened haha and as usual we couldn't decide where to eat and as usual end up dining at some place having food which wasn't nice haha we're slowly eliminating the restaurants one by one. then was shopping which was very unproductive and i really should stop buying lingerie but i really can't resist! MNG sale is coming soon and i was so looking forward to it but when we went in to decide in advance what to grab and pay, there was nothing! really how can there be nothing! but there really was nothing! i want skinny jeans i really want but don't have any ones i like don't have don't have boo hoo hoo. and we tried the fondue like finally and it was really total yum yum i love it! now i want to try the one at Chocolate Bar haha yes i'm greedy but i'm rich too nanny poo poo.

you know life right now may not be perfect but i'm loving every second of it and through the rush and busyness i'm happy. i think i'm the sort of person who always has to do something haha and my friends think that i've changed because i actually said that i like my work and i don't have any thoughts about quitting which is so unlike me haha! but really i liked my work and it even came to a point that i was actually seriously considering deferring for a year and to continue working but in the end i still chose to go back to school haha. but recently i haven't really been given the chance and responsibility for more challenges and to learn new things because my contract is ending soon which makes work boring. one and a half week should just fly by because i'm so excited i can't wait! even though i don't have a clue what the future holds for me and whether or not all that i'm striving so hard for is worth it, i know that i'm just going to continue to keep trying because unless i do so, i'll never find out for myself. i know i'm undeserving. i feel really lucky. :)