Monday, 29 January 2007
Weekend in Paris (i wish) 
i'm so sleepy and i feel like puking and my head hurts. my body is red with white spots and my eyes are bloodshot haha. i just got home, took a bath and was on the phone with a retarded friend called xuan who was lost and called for help and walked from jurong to clementi just because he refuses to spend money on taxi fare and is extremely proud of the feat he has just performed haha. it was a good day today. ahsan and i went shopping in bugisStreet and VivoCity and i looovee the stuff i bought! then we went to Dragonfly in St James Power Station for a couple of drinks. we tried tequila shot and its the worst drink i've ever drank like seriously. i took one really really tiny sip and thought i was going to faint on the spot. it was super darn strong! and after a sip, i took ages to recover haha. all in all, i only took two really really tiny sips and it seemed like the drink was untouched. but i'm never drinking that again!
its been ages since i last went shopping and this weekend was just shopping and shopping and shopping and spending and spending and spending and i love it haha! i love clothes i love shoes i love bags i love accessories i love doing up my nails i love dressing up i love making myself look good and feeling good after that haha yes i'm an extremely typical female. honestly retail therapy does wonders. even though shopping doesn't solve problems, at least it makes you feel better. somehow when you buy yourself something nice, you feel tons better and for that moment life seems so wonderful and perfect haha. which is why i really can't understand how anyone can not like shopping, though i hope that if i really do get married, i'll marry someone who hates shopping haha.
you know there's this huge feeling of dissatisfaction within me. i desperately want something new in my life to ease the boredom which is driving me crazy. the desire to do something wrong, something i've never done before and which i should never do is overpowering. i want to try a puff. i really wanted to, to the point that i felt i was about to go crazy. but nobody wanted to let me try, it was just no no no all the way and so i'm still in the same bored state haha. and i've come to realise that its practically impossible to pick a fight with weewee. throughout the weekend i've been coming up with all sorts of ridiculous ideas to make him get fedup and fight with me but i've failed terribly haha. i've been doing all sort of things meaning to irritate him to death but in the end, i get frustrated to death because he doesn't get the least annoyed haha! but he's darn mean because he refuses to give in to me even when i complain that i'm sad and instead complains that he's sad too. stoopid shortie. i'm so bored i'm really going crazy. its not the nothing-to-do kinda boredom, but rather the i-cant-stand-my-life kinda boredom.
i seem to be spending loads of time with ahsan lately haha. friday after school we went to Central and it was the first time for both of us. we have so many first time's together! it was shopping and then dinner at PepperLunch. we wanted to go to theClinic to take a look but it was raining heavily when we got out and thus we went to VivoCity instead haha. we were walking at this high traffic area and i was telling her this story of me kicking some guy and i demonstrated my action to her and my shoe freaking flew off and landed like a metre away and i was so embarrassed! then we were in MNG and this salesgirl stood beside me and she smells like xuan. so the two of us were standing very near the salesgirl and smelling her because she smells like xuan haha! then in the night her mum came to look for her and we ended up shopping together haha i dunnoe why but i find that quite amusing.
and we're going to sign up for salsa and bellydance lessons! and we're planning a cruise holiday and its probably going to only be the two of us going on a honeymoon or something haha because nobody cares about us so its always just the two of us. she says when its just me and her alone, i make her nervous haha! and its already two plus in the morning and i really have to get to sleep so goodnight and love you all to bits even though no one cares about me haha love! :)
♥ princessj*<31:22 am