Wednesday, 1 July 2009
♥ DREAM COME TRUE ♥ 
I SAT IN A BLACK AND SHINY SPORTSCAR TODAY IT IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE MY O DROVE ME HOME TODAY! today i could FINALLY sit in the black and shiny sportscar which i literally spent 2 years admiring haha! the funniest part of it all was that just around ten minutes or so prior to that i was actually creeping along the pavement hiding from the view of anyone possible and secretly snapping pictures of his car from afar hahaha! now those pictures don't mean a thing because i've already sat in his car! i still can't believe today happened! it has got to be the best thing that has ever happened to me! he actually sent me home! my O actually sent me home today! back in those days when i was happy just walking a distance behind him and stealing glances at him from afar (okay i know i sound like a pervert) i used to tell my colleagues that if one day he were to talk to me i think i would just faint and have a heart-attack and die because my heart beats super fast even when he comes into view imagine if he were to look into my eyes and talk to me i think i'd die! but look i'm still alive! i didn't faint i didn't have a heart-attack! i was actually normal hahaha!
i've always had this Ultimate Fantasy in which i'd be walking along the streets and suddenly this shiny black sportscar would pull up beside me the window would scroll down and there would be this super goodlooking guy who'd give the most charming smile and say "hop in" hahaha! anyway today my ultimate fantasy actually sort of came true with the exception of those words of course! today i was sitting at the bus-stop when his car zoomed past me and a few minutes later it was on the road in the opposite direction i seriously thought i was seeing things! and he was in the car signalling to me but i couldn't understand what he was trying to say then he turned back into the office building and the bus was coming i was there thinking if i should just get on the bus or what should i do! but suddenly his car just zoomed in front of the bus and stopped at the bus-stop in front of me and he was clearing the stuff off the passenger seat so i stood there like some moron before finally opening the door and asking 'what thing?' hahaha!
from the moment i strapped up till under my block we just kept talking and talking and talking super alot of things to say hahaha! and the way he talks in real life and in emails is exactly the same i thought that was quite funny haha! you know back in the past i wasn't keen on the idea of us actually having anything more than conversing in emails because it was just weird like when i see him in real life the only thing i want to do is run the other direction haha it is just weird la also because of this dream that i once had of him more than a year ago in which we went out and had nothing to say to each other he was talking about some hollywood actress and i was talking about hair extensions and later on when we started talking he actually mentioned that same hollywood actress and i was so freaked out haha so i'll never ever bring the topic of hair extensions into any of our conversations. anyway i think i'm a psycho. the moment i got out of the car and he drove off i was at the void deck laughing and laughing and when i was walking down the corridor back home i was still laughing and laughing and a neighbour stuck his head out and stared but i totally ignored him and continued laughing hahaha btw i was laughing out loud not silently laughing hahaha! now i am just very very very very happy and contented now i know i can finally treat him as just a friend though a special friend but nevertheless still a friend today i am just so happy i'll never forget today! :)
♥ princessj*<310:59 pm